Time to Update

I keep going through these phases of being super happy to being depressed.  It's really exhausting to try to keep but with my emotions.  I just try to keep busy to so I don't have to think about it.  I don't like to work all the time but I don't really have anything to do when I have time off.  I just wish more people would make an effort to keep friendships.  I'm tired of always being the one to call everyone else. 

I graduated and I couldn't be more happy to finally be done.  Although I miss seeing everyone.  I'm sure I'll be alright I should have a good summer. 

Anywho, I hope everyone is doing well.  My best wishes to everyone who graduated with me.

Prom tomorrow Bitches!!!

Hells yes. 

So unprepared.  I still don't know where we're going before or afterwards.  Ahhh!!!!

Excited though.

Looking Forward<----Yeah that's my title :-)

I'm so freaking excited that I get to graduate in what 25 school days.  That's fricken awesome.  Although I am going to miss people I couldn't do this another year.  I haven't really been to school much this year and I'm sure the lack of sleep is going to eventually effect my health.  It sucks that I'm not going to see people as much but I'll still be around cause I'm unfortunately stuck hear for another year at least. 

I had to work today.  What kind of douchbag comes into Bennigans on Easter?  People that come into there piss me off especially people that like to make a mess.  Other than work which actually wasn't too bad because not many people came in.  Easter was just like any other sunday really.  Except I had dinner with my family for once.  And my brother and I decided to watch the Jesus of Nazerine movie on the history cancel.  Ah the holidays.

Oh and Amber made me a myspace so now I have have one.  This goes without saying but it's megameg1516 again....everyone should go visit it.

Yep....So how is everyone? 

Currently Listening Nightmare Anatomy By Aiden see related

Update....finally

Spring break has been going good so far.  I haven't got much done yet but I hope to get my fricken work done this week because I don't have work all week.  Yay!!!  So if anyone want to distract me from my school work I'm okay with that, I don't have work til friday.

Speaking of work.  I got employee of the month, which is crazy because I've only worked there 3 months.  The only thing I do is bus tables and occasionally host.  I'm good at the one thing I do I suppose. 

30 seconds to Mars and Aiden concert is tomorrow or technically today.  I'm  so excited.

Here's some quotes:

Maybe I'm not acting like I always do.  No, I don't have a probelm. I'm trying to figure out where, and who I am in the world.  I don't always want to hear the latest drama - because "frankly, I don't give a damn." I'd rather people hate me for who I am, than like me for who I'm not. I will only then know who my true friends are.

The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future, there is no past
I'll live this moment as my last

Everyone sees-->> who I appear to be
But only a few know the real me
you only see what I choose to show
there's so much behind my smile
you just don't know

Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco see related

Pictures!!!

Did I come through or did I come through.  It may have taken me forever but I have pics on my flippen xanga.  Let me just say dial up sucks.  There are tons of pics from my fricken awesome new camera.  I'm so happy.  I love my camera.   

Other than school I've been working and hanging out with people on weekends after work.  I can't wait til spring break gets here.  I took off a few days from work yay!!!

Me and Amber Whaha!

Kate and Kristen

Amber

Me and Kristen

Andrew

yeah these are just pics we were randomly taking cause I was excited about my camera Yay!!!!

Yeah.....Katie....enough said.

Amber and Heather

Amber....